Crew Member Discloses Mental Health Struggle Following Deluge of Harassment After Historic Trip

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her battle with depression after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission in the spring, which also featured high-profile passengers.

The mission was widely scrutinized by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction overshadowed her achievement under an “avalanche of misogyny”.

“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” she recounted in a social media post, recalling a check-in call from a mission companion in the days following the journey.

She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”

Overshadowed by Sexism

Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to gynecological science and operated research during the mission, said everything she had worked for – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her roots – was overshadowed under the avalanche of misogyny.

She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.

Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after surviving a rape during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.

Finding Solid Ground

Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the supporters whose kindness pulled her through. “You were my salvation,” she wrote.

She noted that even with the backlash, important benefits had emerged from the flight, such as increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.

About the Mission

The computer-piloted spacecraft departed its launch site in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that passed the Kármán line of outer space.

The team of pioneers also included experts in multiple disciplines.

The venture behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company established by a well-known tech mogul.